Getting Closer?

Holy cow, I feel like a first time mom, wondering if these stupid contrax are real or not, lol. I am having a lot of them right now, but they don't really hurt, they are just enough to notice them. There is a little back ache with them. I know that if I wait until they are really awful that will mean I am in transition and it will only be 20 more minutes, so that is too late, lol. But I don't want to go in too early either. I'd rather be at home ignoring the contrax than in the hospital, bored, unable to ignore them. And they would undoubtedly start me on pitocin anyway, and then want to break my water, and then for sure it would hurt, lol. Aargh it would just be easier if I had this baby at home!


I can't do anything right now anyway, because Chris took the van to work so he could drop it off for inspection, so I am stuck at home with no vehicle. I would have to wait for him to get home, and then we would have to wait for someone to come watch the boys before he could drive me in. Hmm, so maybe I will have the baby at home LOL. But it is more likely that I will still be sitting here tomorrow and the next day, wondering. *sigh*